Типо, что в чувства может привестиImagine that you are in the complete strange city. You don't like this megapolis at all. The friends are far away.
You realize that no one is obliged to help you. You'll have to survive and have a kind of success in your goddammned job.
But several times in different jobs the boss calles you for the sincere coversation. The boss doesn't want to insult you direcly. Non-direct insultation brings more pain. The boss is friendly and shows the good will to help you. To help you anderstand that they don't need you at all. Seeking for job takes a lot of time. In adition you feel like the last piece of stinking shit of the Universe. You think a lot. And the results of this thinking are not satisfactory for ya. You start giving up. Then comes hope and strong will to change your life for good. Finally you got the job.
You live in the subburbs in this city with the people you don't want to live with. Yuor interests are strictly different. Your minds are different from the beginning to the end. You start to look for the virtual freinds or someone ready just to listen to you carefully.
Then you enter the chat and see some one once you wrote kind words of moral support. You tell some facts about your life. She tells you a little about her. Then you make her soul show up. You see this soul you caress it. Poor little suffering soul. You start to care about this. But you yourself come alive and wake up from some somnabulic state of the soul. Your own soul. You want to stop this suffering. You heart and that one of your opponent feel the sympathy, then more that sympathy. Some kind of love probably.
But the phone calls worsen the situation. You and she want to posess each other right here right now to let your hearts talk openly.
You miss her. So she does. You start to make her let set you free. You push hear bleeding heart away. But she insists, she doesn't want to obey you. She doesn't want to let you go and you start thinking that you were wrong with this foolish desperate attempts to push her away.
Now you thank her for waking you up and bring her apoligies for behaving so selfishly. You realize that you are responsible for someone you cared and care...
Энька Whatever you say. But don't call yourself as 'pig'. You're a human being!
Sometimes you feel like the outer world is against you in everything. But if this happens I smile to this world. The world's surpised and something new appears at my disposal
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20.07.2004 в 14:06Прямо как Экзюпери.
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20.07.2004 в 14:17-
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20.07.2004 в 14:21И я. Рыжая свинья.
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20.07.2004 в 14:30-
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20.07.2004 в 14:39У меня даже тёрки и чеснокодавилки работать не хотят.
But you are a unique person I guess.
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20.07.2004 в 14:45Sometimes you feel like the outer world is against you in everything. But if this happens I smile to this world. The world's surpised and something new appears at my disposal
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20.07.2004 в 14:49-
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20.07.2004 в 16:06-
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20.07.2004 в 17:02Если удача повернулась к вам задом, пристраивайтесь?!
Хороший совет. Общемужской.
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20.07.2004 в 20:12-
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21.07.2004 в 07:59Мне-то как-то... хм... пристраивайся, не пристраивайся, все едино... без пользы...
Короче, не мужик я. Увы.
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26.07.2004 в 15:25-
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26.07.2004 в 15:32