Lost opportunities

[Coordinator-Mikhalych]

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It's my habbit to gain the opportunities of taking profits out of my talents.

I could be a musical preformer. I could be a boxer or a wresler. I could be just a student who finished his university with the red dimploma. Finally I could be a husbant(!!!)

But so much for this crap.

If I had followerd my parents' advise or just took their oppinion seriously there were no me in this fucking world.

I am what I am. No one can make me do something against my will. I'm a free human being. Free to decide. Free to do. Free to feel. Free to think.

I always rely on my intuition. I just feel like thinking like I think.

But it took me and my parents a lot of nerves to clear this situations. They shouted at me. They scolded me. They behave like neurotics or histercs. It was indeed a kind of strong patience for me not to obey them 100%. Sometimes I felt like a pieace of ungrateful shit towards them. But kept on diong what I wanted and the further life showed that I was almost always right. Those who were accurate students are now jobeless. Those who dedicated their free time to develop their music perfirmance skills now gave up music. the sportsmen are mostly dull. And those who made a family without proper backup are living their miserable family-lives without any happiness or even joy. All they've got is fucking sorrow of their lost freedom.

Comments

[Enka-Letka]

And who are you now?

What did you choose?

What do you have now except your fucking freedom?

[Coordinator-Mikhalych]

Энька My name is nobody. I owe no one. I'm a real nowhere man living in my nowhere land...According to the Beatles.

Actually I'm now the sales manager. But I do it just to gain money to feed myself and to have a place to stay.

[Enka-Letka]

Hmpf!

Is that all you wanted?

[Coordinator-Mikhalych]

ЭнькаYep! All I want is not to be obliged to anyone for anything and not to bepend on anyone

[Enka-Letka]

Well...

You are lucky!

[Coordinator-Mikhalych]

Энька Perhaps yes...I do not depend on the place of living. Do not depend on people around me

[Enka-Letka]

Does anybody depends on you?

[Coordinator-Mikhalych]

Энька I hope that no one either. Dependings bring sorrows

[Coordinator-Mikhalych]

Энька Have you read the beginning of my rotten diary?

[Enka-Letka]

Unfortunately no.

Depending brings sorrow? may be that is so. But it makes the life full of impressions.

[Coordinator-Mikhalych]

Энька Yes but they grow more negative as the time passes by. Now I cannot tell you that no one depends on me. If you read my diary you'll see.